I thouht I had a OK life including marriage

ZFS

Sorry for not writing in English.

! @/ [3 Y/ j) R' @I thought I had an OK life so far, if not better. We have married for 10+ years. Due to the fact that we have no child, we may have fought more than used to be (or should be). I have an introvert personality, and unfortunately, I become more emotional now. I never regret about this marriage itself. I believe, now and in the future, a relationship is about a commitment in both parties, most importantly, my own commitment unconditionally, with no if. Suddenly, I noticed now, I am just a piece of shit: she lost her heart, ages ago. I have to move forward, how would I handle myself? I had promised myself (not her) before this marriage: I would not physically hurt her when still married and I would take care of her when she is by herself.
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. n/ e8 a: b8 H3 t" i9 AI beg for your 2 cents. Please provide your opinions, comments, suggestions, or even your hammer to show your interest.
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" j* ?) ]2 Q1 I9 _0 QGod bless you all, especially those in love, now or in the future. :13:

ccscshirley

Sorry for not writing in English.
2 E9 l! T  Y' n这贴上来就有问题。。。基本上没有懂这文章什么意思。那位高人出来指点一下？

fftinghoho

。。。。

Mr.eric

CHINESE STYLE ENGLISH?

无爱女子

勉勉强强看懂楼主的意思。

! ^/ q  Z2 R8 {" ?0 v4 V/ m更明显的是无可奈何的不满和怨意。
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爱情和相处是两码事，
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若一切都能如相识的最初，

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与其看着生活失望，不满，

. K& W% \" u" N# J- h不如主动改变自己，改变自己的期望，改变自己对生活的态度。

& \5 F; V! G/ ^人其实过的是一个人的一辈子。

whetherfield

我怎么看不懂他什么意思啊？好像挺萧条的语气